Reverse psychology I guess.

Well, I have a boyfriend. His name is Mike, and he is the sweetest thing I've ever met. ^^

I guess it could have been that this year I kept my mind off'a being lonely by indulging in things like school, friends, and clubs after school. The years before I just waited. But you shouldn't wait, you shouldn't try to find it. It will find you.

That's my theory, anyway.

- Tina
"Love sought is good, but giv'n unsought is better" . - The Twelfth Night, Shakespeare

I am so tired of being treated like shit by all my friends and family. I try to treat them so well too, but I'm never repaid. My parents suck the fun out of my life, and my friends sometimes just add on to my stress more then take it away. I'm so tired of school and sucking at it. I'm not good at anything. I try to hard to draw, and finish my homework. But I can't.
And now everyone thinks I'm a bitch because I'm failing and I'm angry because of it and they don't think I am trying. BUT I AM TRYING. I'M WORKING MY ASS OFF BUT I AM STILL FAILING.

for those of you who like to control peoples lives, fuck you, go to hell.

I deleted all my previous entries cause they were stupid, and I'm pretty sure I was just PMSing in all of them.

Xanga sucks. Thank you, LJ!